In hospital now! I walked all the way up the stairs and got so out of breath, but hopefully that will go soon! My chest is feeling so heavy at the moment and my back is killing me, but I’m thinking or trying to think positive! I’m thinking positive about how I go away on the 5th of May to Gran Canaria so that shall be amazing! Here is a picture of my happy pineapple socks🍍, they are more happy than me at the moment! But I’m getting there! I will be posting a new post tonight so make sure you comment and like it! L x 

This little checklist is literally one of the things i try and remember each day. Although being strong is hard and difficult sometimes, it’s good to know People are there to listen and talk to you. Even if it’s just a quick message or something else, it’s good to talk and get help when you need it. Being strong is one of the things you mostly have to be when you have Cystic Fibrosis, but sometimes it’s so hard to be when you get poorly or something else! I am always here if anyone needs a chat or anything! Don’t suffer alone. L x 

Well it looks like I’m going in tommorow for 24 hours in hospital to start IV antibiotics! I lost a little bit of weight and my oxygen levels are down a little to 95%. But atleast I can finish them at home! Positive thought about all this is, i know I 100% will be well enough for my holiday on the 5th of may. 🌹😌 Trying to think positive! 

Hospital appointment today to see if I need IV antibiotics again! Really hope I don’t! Wish me luck everybody! 🌹⭐️

I absolutely adore reading. And how you can get lost in a book. If anyone else knows any pins like this please message me! And also message me your favourite books! L x 

Well with me it was a very funny one. I wasn’t diagnosed until i was one year old, and the diabetes didn’t come along until i was 11. Everyone was saying how there was no possible way i even had cystic fibrosis, most of the people who my mum took me to see said the same thing, it was just a virus. But on i started getting worse and worse and was getting very skinny. So skip a long story short, i was brought in to hospital after my 1st birthday and was diagnosed then, oh and also double pneumonia, yep. Double. I was in hospital for two weeks then it goes from there. My parents never even heard of Cystic Fibrosis before they found out, so it was obviously a pretty big shock. Years went by and i must say i did pretty well, until i turned around 13/14. I was such a moody teen that all i wanted to do was to hang with friends and miss taking pills and physio. Whilst most of my friends smoked, i would become very poorly and need IV treatment more often. At the age of 13 i was becoming very depressed with it all and stopped doing most things for my health. Which now in later life, me being 18 and engaged, i regret missing everything deeply. I honestly wish i could turn the clock round and do it all right. BUT HEY HO life goes on! I started taking insulin when i was 11, and i found that pretty hard as i was quite  underweight and didn’t have a lot of fat. The diabetes actually happened from taking steroids. Which apparently that happens quite often! So here i am at 18, taking how many pills a day, doing 25 minutes of exercise and physio also. I must admit it is quite hard and frustrating at times, but all i think of when i have negative thoughts about it is the future. I look to the future and think how i will be so thankful to myself that i did do my physio that day, or i took my nighttime pills even when i was shattered. I will be posting another post soon about mental health and where mine is at the moment! And also some tips on how to keep positive in the darkest of times. L x